overhead, an echelon
of crows
sweeps noiselessly past,
solemnly,
claws all
curled up
into eloquent fists.
perhaps one of
their luminaries
has passed
after a long
and difficult disease,
and they are
gathering—
and there is more
to the world
than we insist.
★★★★
i am remembering
an afternoon
in 1985
when i with a
shovel head
and my brother with
his two-by-four
slaughtered all
the squabs in the coop,
who gawked up
at us with gaping mouths,
believing we
had a meal in our beaks,
while with a
twenty-gauge
our father dispatched
the crazed adults,
because he was sick
of their song
and we needed the space
for more edible beings.
★★★★
what if the afterlife
is all of our mistakes
waiting up for us
in white frocks
at a picnic
in a clovered field
whose edges are
glowy and blurred,
and all we need do
is sit among them
and that tantalizing feast,
and touch nothing.
★★★★
there were
periodic toolshed fires.
i recall the
arced blur
of space one
belt-width thick
between
the glorious
face of motherous rage
and the backs
of my brother's
legs beginning
to bead
with blood,
the leather's
spongy edge
blackening—
and having
no idea
he'd set things
on fire just
to get to this
to keep
me clean.
★★★★
'what can we do,'
he once
whispered to me
like a sage
through the bunk-bed slats,
'but now and then
get down on
crooked bones
and pray our
crooked prayers,
and be thankful for
the drunken angels
watching over us.'