Literally—
I unwater the pasta and steam
crawls up my arm, under a sleeve.
So it goes how it often goes: my chest,
a clear vial of warm fog. I navigate despair
in cyberspace.
reCAPTCHA makes me type in “Broken Heart”
to prove I am human. I stalk you
in two worlds and undress the silence. Still,
I made the bed, made the pasta and the promise.
I sat at the table and waited for you
to say grace. I counted the blessing
even though there was no proof, I gave thanks.
(The title is Sappho's fragment 38, translated by Anne Carson.)