how does everyone have somewhere to live and i mean it

i mean what am i doing in another cafe writing about reality

waiting

writing about reality which is in effect an unreality

an unreality that a landlord just texted me

it makes me so angry that someone tells me I’m worse

specifically __________________________
specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________

I’m leaving the situationhere in anonymity

which is a kind of   violence when it’s enacted

on your future opportunities

i don’t want to know what people think of me

but also to know what people don’t know of me

it’s might specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________

specifically __________________________


it’s my right to know these things that will hurt me


but what will i do with them and i can’t tell

you the wifi is too weak for a transmission

but anyway leave the house made other

things possible

there is this image i have of a pseudo life i am aware


ill never have access to it but i do have access

after some knowledge of an apartment