I need the gods more than I need the earth
no
I need the earth more
because it is more
mystery than anybody could want can weep
no
I want to need the earth more but want the gods
too much
no I need you more than the divine
desire to smell
the after-rain dirt
that highest & at the same time lowest of knowledges
I want-need your moreness
muchly
because I will never know
you nor you me
except
in the biggest
small moments of momentary worlds for example
when my tongue
is your language
your language my night no
the afternoon no any time any no first thing when I
wake because morning sex
is mortal
mess eternal
& the gods haven’t a clue
the earth can’t say what the hell
morning is
without you in it
without me in your throat
without you in mine
without our within
these salt-blessed bliss-pungent mysteries
of skin